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Entries for March, 2005

March 3rd, 2005

nytSwimmin




Nightswimming deserves a quiet night.
The photograph on the dashboard,
taken years ago,
Turned around backwards
so the windshield shows.
Every streetlight reveals
the picture in reverse.
Still, it’s so much clearer.
I forgot my shirt at the water’s edge.
The moon is low tonight.
Nightswimming deserves a quiet night.
I’m not sure all these people understand.
It’s not like years ago,
The fear of getting caught,
Of recklessness and water.
They cannot see me naked.
These things, they go away,
Replaced by everyday.
Nightswimming, remembering that night.
September’s coming soon.
I’m pining for the moon.
And what if there were two
Side by side in orbit
Around the fairest sun?
That bright, tight forever drum
Could not describe nightswimming.
You, I thought I knew you.
You I cannot judge.
You, I thought you knew me,
this one laughing quietly
underneath my breath.
Nightswimming.
The photograph reflects,
Every streetlight a reminder.
Nightswimming deserves a quiet night,
deserves a quiet night.

Posted by smugjet at 01:15 PM | Add a Comment

March 14th, 2005

walkin after u..





walkin after u..
e2 ang favorito kong song.
para kay piggytoes na nagttampo sakin..
soweee na..
mizzz u so much..

Posted by smugjet at 01:47 PM | 3 comments

March 15th, 2005

screaM mE A whisper

 

PERCHING ON THE BRINK OF INSANITY.
FRUSTRATION SNAPPING LIKE A DOG AT MY HEELS.
NO LOVE IS LOST ON HUMANITY,
NO LOVE HAS COME MY WAY FOR MANY A YEAR.
THE VERBAL ARROWS THEY PENETRATE.
NO SHEILD’S DEFENCE AS THEY BURN DEEP INTO MY HEART.
TO STING MORE THAN CALLOUS ARCHER CARES.
EMBEDDING BARBS IMBUED, THEY RIP MY LIFE APART.

SCREAM ME A WHISPER,
SO I CAN SPEAK THE TORMENT IN MY MIND.
SCREAM ME A WHISPER,
PIERCE MY EAR WITH SILKEN BLADE DIVINE.
SCREAM ME A WHISPER,
NO SOFT CARESS TO EASE THE PAIN INSIDE.
SCREAM ME A WHISPER,
NO CORNER LEFT WITHIN WHERE I CAN HIDE.
SCREAM ME A WHISPER,
DISENCUMBERED SOUL INSIDE UNBIND.
SCREAM ME A WHISPER.

MERE MORTAL WORDS WITH WHICH I TRY TO EXPLAIN,
A REDUNDANT MEDIUM TOO WEAK TO EXPRESS.
BELIEVE THE TURMOIL, IT DOES EXIST,
BEHIND VEILED CONTOURS OF EXCESS FLESH.
SUFFER THE PAINSTAKING WITHDRAWAL
IMPOTENT REACTION THAT MASKS THE LIONS ROAR.
ALWAYS CAREFULLY CONSIDERD.
THE GREATER EXSPENSEBSPARED AS KNUCKLES REACH THE DOOR.

THE TIGHTENING COILS OF RESENTED TENSION.
WITH RANDOM RICOCHET SEARCH HARD THROUGH TEAR STAINED VIEW.
TO FIND A REASON OR JUST RELEASE,
THE PRESSURE STILL PUNCHING THROUGH.
VERTIGO AMIGO, ESSENCE IS KILLED,
INTESTINAL TORTURE, ULCERATED LIFE.
THE LOW TOO HIGH TO CLIMB THIS TIME.
INFLAMED TO THE PIT , WIND UP SWEET WIFE.

SEARCHING FOR THE KEY TO UNLOCK THE MAZE.
OF DOWN WARD SPIRALLING CORRIDORS DEEP INSIDE MY MIND.
EXIT SIGNS THEY ILLUMINATE THE WAY,
BUT ARE THEY STILL TOO FAR AND WIDE TO DEFINE.
EXTIRPATE THIS BASE TEMPORAL LINE.
SHOULD I TAKE A SHOTGUN AND KISS MYSELF AWAY.
I’LL TAKE ANOTHER APPLE FROM THE CART,
NOW BODY WRACKED I’LL WAIT TO DIE SOME MORE ANOTER DAY.


Posted by smugjet at 11:32 AM | Add a Comment

March 21st, 2005

a miLLion Miles awaY

My imagination
Gets me all the time
No matter where I look You're all I'm seeing
You're my fascination
The very reason why
The reason why I'll never stop believing

And I'm so amazed that I
Am always on Your mind

I believe that You're always here with me
You're everywhere but still within my reach
Cause how could You save the day
If You're a million miles away

Who's to say what you can't see can't be found
There's evidence of Your presence all around
Cause how could You save the day
If You're a million miles away

You're my inspiration
You're always by my side
You are there as sure as I am breathing

Without hesitation
I am giving You my life
Cause I know You're never gonna leave me

It doesn't matter where I go
Cause this I know

I believe that You're always here with me
You're everywhere but still within my reach
Cause how could You save the day
If You're a million miles away

Who's to say what you can't see can't be found
There's evidence of Your presence all around
Cause how could You save the day
If You're a million miles away

What it all comes down to
Is being with You

Posted by smugjet at 12:41 PM | 1 comments

next year

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